Inspiration♥

She is my inspiration.♥

This is the very first photo from my very first little photo session with my little sister Taylin Jean Clark. [taken with my older camera]. The whole time we were out there i will admit i was getting a little sad because my photos i felt weren't looking as professional as i would have liked them to be so i was getting a little discouraged thinking maybe this just isn't for me, i don't have the "eye" for this, some ppl just have "it" and i obviously don't. Granted it was my first time of course things wouldn't be perfect but i am sometimes my own worst enemy in ways like this, i am not the most positive person and hate to admit i do not have patients and if things i do aren't perfect the first time i seem to completely lose my self confidence. After i went home i went straight to the computer to look at them. Hoping to prove myself wrong, I plugged the camera in and this picture popped up. Right then a huge smile came across my face and i told myself, that is a pretty good picture, you really can do this and wow you have a gorgeous sister. [which makes for awesome pictures] I know this may seem a little weird or corny but hopefully fellow photographers will understand this. The feeling you get after seeing a great picture that YOU took is simply amazing and the best feeling ever. I can't explain it. Its my natural "high". So as a result of THIS picture i am completely obsessed with photography. I know that i am far from a pro right now but i am going to keep practicing practicing practicing and hopefully one day i will be a great professional photographer. :]]